Secret #50
I’m aching to hear your voice tell me everything will be okay.

You know what? I’m actually just desperate to hear your voice tell me anything. Please talk to me again, like we used to. I miss you.
I’m aching to hear your voice tell me everything will be okay.

You know what? I’m actually just desperate to hear your voice tell me anything. Please talk to me again, like we used to. I miss you.
I don’t hate life, but I don’t love it anymore either.

Somedays I think the sun shines out your ass, other days I just think you’re a selfish, shady prick.

I’m seriously contemplating running away to some Caribbean island.
A life of freedom, and beauty. And just overall simplicity!

I promised myself that I would fight back the urge to text you or call you… but then something funny happened that I knew you’d appreciate. So I broke yet another promise to myself.

I’m not that oblivious; I know you’ll never feel the same way about me.
I just don’t know how to stop hoping…

Sometimes I just can’t fucking stand you!
But you’re one of my best friends. And I love you.
Despite my extremely self satisfied demeanor, I’m actually really lonely.

When your status has lyrics in them, I google them to see the rest of the song.

Because whenever I post lyrics I know that there’s usually a meaning behind them. So maybe it’s the same for you. Or maybe not. Either way, I read them to try and figure out what’s going on in your head… since we never talk anymore.
There are so many secrets that I don’t confess, but wish I had the courage to.

I really needed you that night.

And it seems I’m always the one trying to catch you when you fall, why won’t you ever do the same for me?
Every time I say “Yes” to my boss, in my head I’m really saying “Go screw.”

When it comes to you, I’m weak.
So many times I tell myself I’m giving up on you. But all it takes is one smile or one text and I’m right back to square one. Because the truth is- when it comes to you, you have an unlimited supply of chances and I’ll never run out of excuses for you- I’m just hopelessly and helplessly in love with you.

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